L.

365 days. 52 weeks. One year.

How? I know people say that time flies but I can still hear your laugh. I can still see the excitement on your face when we found out I was having another baby girl. I can see you in background of the video. I watch it often just to see your smile.

I can still see your smile. I see it in your own little girl. I see you, in her eyes.

I've distanced myself from the family since you've been gone. Not because I don't want to spend time with them. They're family, I love them. Everytime I walk into the house, for a split second, I forget. Expecting to see you, i'm reminded that it's another event that you aren't present for. Another room, that as i turn each corner, you aren't there.

Every room that we've been in together, I am reminded that it is a room you will never be in again.

Everywhere you once were, is no longer.

I love you, sweet angel